For years I was the person who "had it all together" on the outside. A successful model traveling the world, living what looked like a dream. Behind it, I was drowning.

Before the hell crept in, I was booking international campaigns, on magazine covers, seemingly living the life everyone envied. I had "made it" in one of the most competitive industries there is.

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And from fifteen onward, I spent over six years in a desperate fight for survival. Every single day was excruciating on the inside. My life became a battle not to end it. "Suicidal depression" is putting it lightly.

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I was obsessed with losing weight, counting every calorie. I hated my body, and underneath the "looks" I was dealing with depression and anxiety. I didn't want to be here, especially not when my gut issues and extreme bloating first started. Soon after came extreme food sensitivities. I lost my period for five years, and lived in constant brain fog and fatigue. By then I hadn't felt my emotions in years and prided myself that "nothing fazed me." Little did I know it was all deeply suppressed.

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First, conventional medicine

Surely the doctors could solve something this horrific. Instead, I was told my issues were "incurable" IBS and that I'd have to learn to live with it. I was sent to a dietician.

Then, the holistic world

When Western medicine failed me, I took matters into my own hands, certain the right diet, supplements and protocols had to be the answer. Every elimination diet. Hundreds of supplements. Juice cleanses. Functional medicine doctors. I was taking ten-plus supplements a day for years.

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Symptoms would improve. I'd become hopeful. Weeks later, they returned.

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So I went further. Plant medicine ceremonies. Meditation retreats. Energy healing. Breathwork. Colonics. Liver flushes. Parasite cleanses. Anything I could find on the internet and in the hundreds of books I consumed.

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I started feeling incredible for a while and thought I'd cracked the code. "Fasting and liver flushing can heal anyone!" I thought, until I got COVID, developed a heart condition, and began having daily panic attacks and severe adrenal fatigue. Right after, I faced a near-death experience following a cold plunge.

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That was the turning point. I had to look at the emotions and patterns keeping me stuck in the chasing of health.

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The missing piece

My symptoms weren't just physical. They were my body speaking a language I hadn't learned to hear: unprocessed emotion, ancestral patterns, and energetic blocks that no supplement or diet could touch. They weren't in the supplement's jurisdiction.

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The moment I started addressing the emotional and energetic roots, not just the physical symptoms, everything changed. My body began healing in ways I'd stopped believing were possible.

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Now, eight years later, I'm more vibrant and alive than most people I meet. My depression, anxiety, gut issues, and almost all of my physical symptoms have been completely transformed. Today I work with people all over the world through holistic detoxification, mineral balancing, emotional release and energy healing.

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